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Using Mind

By Salman Hassan [Salman Zuberi Hussain] (Founder/Owner) [Written in First-Person] (Unedited)

August 15th, 2025 at 4:53am

Using My Mind

I look back at the time I spent, and half the time I spent were on things that are outlandish and are not worth anyone's time. I look at my past and realize all the small messing around is the reason why my corporate career is delayed at this time. I look at my past and realize that I wasn't the most trustworthy person. At heart, as a kid I did learn a lot but rather than writing a fake love note, I could've wrote a book. THank god I caught on before it was too late. Now maybe I can have my book published in my future, as now I have got my act together. Although I care about people a lot of my career got messed up due to stupid funny decisions and me being out of character but as of late I've been on my sharp side. In life I realized though 95% of the time we lose, and 5% of the time we win. Winning is really difficult and at age 30.7, I am starting to win. I look back and really don't understand where my brain was and what I was thinking, nothing really that serious for me to be worried about as I was a kid, but now I'm way more sharp mature. Maybe the people around me could've helped me as well, but that's how life proceeds and works. I'm grateful to have written a book by me at age 30.7 speaking about my funny as nails mishaps, my growth in character, and seeing where people's minds are. Now moving forward, life has to be about growth in my life not only for myself but for others. Dang, I still look back and am a bit disappointed about the lies I told, but now I've been a sharp truthful person, but sometimes I'm way too controlling. One has to let go of things and leave it up to the one above sometimes because in life it's about what one leaves behind. I'm much more truthful now, and that's why life has became much more difficult. A while to go in life still, but as we get older time only moves faster, so everytime we wake up, it's important to get to work and to stay sharp and to make sure things of value are being delivered. Now my character and heart, compared to many others is way sharp, but in business, people are wired like fake tough kingpins, due to our culture. At heart I think kingpins are probably living with their mom and dad and building good family heritage. All of this seems fake and like a facade. I do support babying out our world now and sending the message that one must think about the other person's family. At this time, I do like myself alone and I do care about all the people I met, but money has divided all of us and seriously now at heart, I have to get going to things that will wow our world and we all dream of, not hurt it. I am grateful and I pray for things that inspire others. If one does know my dirty past, although trust me not that dirty and more of a crazy scratch head kid crazy, ignore it and focus on the sharp side of me and the side of me that was motivated, dedicated, and focused on growth. Proud of myself now, and now when I pray, I can look in the mirror, and feel proud of myself for enhancing my career rather than throwing it away.